How long before your realize that he is controlling you like he controlled me? Taking hold of your emotions, playing on your insecurities, manipulating you like his puppet. I spent three years as a convenience to him, how many will you allow?
You are too good to him. I knew it when I was with him. I saw you, his "best" friend, thinking that you were lucky to have him. He brainwashed me too; he was the lucky one.
He didn't deserve me and frankly, he doesn't deserve you either. He is really a great actor- making us believe he cares, he's there for us, he listens, he understands, he gives advice. He's in control. That's all this is, control.
I'm sorry you haven't realized it yet. It took me a long time as well. I just hope you realize that you're happiness is more important than him. He's not as wonderful as you think. I promise.
"What a shame to convince these flames they are only sparks; what a misfortune to say this fire is a flame. You, have always been gasoline. Stop pretending I haven't always been the match."
-Tyler Knott Gregson
You can't win 'em all...
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